| nothing seams as fancy.I wish I was made for Waikiki. But the city by the bay is were the rapture set in. I-- twenty as of tommorrow. HIV-(neg.),Wearing an Armani sweat shirt from thrifttown,lookingon the comp. waiting for my angel to get off of work so we cango to a bar. Amber-rita;;my drink of choice.i will no matter what be drunk by tomorrow.i forget how easy and less of an ego boast xanga is. why did it die???myspace is the devil that satisfies the faggity long haired boys who listen to the latest indie-rock or electrofaggitclash.My angel is almost 30 and im young lion.he's an art fag,surviving on his looks;art;pizzeria en art tours @YB.-Where are you blaine???Where is anyone??? Being on xanga reminds me of being in a empty shopping mall when I was 6
I only ate a salad today&&iquite smoking cigarettes |
| |
|
last night was great.
im glad i can still have teenage fun.
with random people we lifted off the streets and placed in our mini van of herb.
|
| |
| I slept my way all the way to number one.
I have no regrets.
Thats the only way to get to number one.
I could probaly make it to number three on looks alone.
Probaly number two on just brillance and a sense of style.
-Grandama Circa 1989 at Brittney's
4th birthday party.
Afterwards a hung over Grandma was never again invited to any of Brittney's birthday parties and had to pay for her therapy. Grandma made three attempts to make it up to Brittney with out paying those heavy bills. Attempt Number two being the most painful.Grandma picked up Brittney from daycare and took her for ice cream . Brittney was Lactose Intolerant.
|
| |
| Now Playing: Cat Power-Shaking Paper
I have a goal. A real goal, its real in my mind. Im going to move. I have too. It's a no brainer. I just have to talk Lana into it. It's possbile to move. I dont want to move alone. I would just get really depressed. Fuck , I wish i didnt live on an Island far far away from everything. I honestly can say that I miss New Jersey , because i could easily escape to New York City , or some other place in the tri-state area. But Fuck, Im in the middle of the ocean with just my thoughts. So Fuck this place.
|
| |
| I'm honestly sorry , but if i hear one more person say that they love Ashley Simpson, im going to have kill them. i really hate Ashley Simpson. I really do. She is the worst pop star EVER. She is fucking stupid. I can't believe people like her. I can't believe people can relate to her. I want people to start liking good old fashion Teen Slut pop. What happened to exposing yourself for profit. Instead today's pop stars traded in there whore regalia for a back-up band and black hair dye. I can respect a slut. I dont respect a slut in vintage clothing.
I gave Ashley a chance. I did. And I hate myself for wasting 20 minutes of my time that could have gone to watching paint dry or something productive. |
| |
